violet comforter no more

like in the previous post, i told'ya i cant spill everything out to certain people. and what i mean is, really close people. i hardly believe in people. walaupun manusia tu hari-hari bertenggek dekat dengan aku. aku cuma tak mampu. tak boleh.

it's all depends on me to choose ANYONE, ANYBODY to be my temporary shoulders to cry on. and when i DID told the people, all i ever wanted is understanding. that's it that's all.


sometimes,
things just don't get exactly like the way we want it to be.
just dont...


all i ever need was -"mung oke dok nih?"- question. nothing more nothing less. in fact, that's just MORE than enough. i dont need you to play hard to pleases me when i'm down. i dont need that pathetic looking of you when i'm not in the mood of doing something. even that something is just talking, or smiling to everyone else...please. please. please. i dont need all that.



but..
after a long shower, i realized that sometimes, things that we wish, we think it's just minor in our mind, had giving major headache to the people you choose.

yeah. people just cant see, or behave minor like you did want.

accept it, waa.

you had just choose the wrong person.

for the feeling you felt earlier,

serves you right, man!

















okay.
hari ni hari kechewa.
tu je la kut motif post ni.
haih!